I am so sorry! Loosing a furry companion is so hard. I lost my gray and white kitty, Allie, about 6 months ago to a stroke. She was 16 and it was pretty sudden onset also. She started meowing more and one day she started with the walking in circles. A couple days later she lost the ability to stand up and we knew it was time.

That last vet visit fucking sucks. But it is our duty to take care of them when their quality of life is no longer good.

As they say, time heals all wounds. Take care of yourself and let yourself be sad when you need to. The sadness will eventually fade and the happy memories will be what you think of most.

Hugs.